Visions of Hell

Have you ever felt like you've done a-lot but yet you always seem to have much more to do?
Have you ever had so much to withhold but yet they expect much, much more from you?
Does expressing feeling actually count even though the ones we express to don't seem to care at all?
Why do we waste so much time on the little things but yet, we spend so little time on the big things?

We, Americans; try to do so much bullshit in life for what? A simple pat on the back or a appraisal. I'm sick and tired of everyone complaining about how bad they have it compared how bad someone else has it. Why can't we all just say "fuck it" and actually have a day to our self without living with the consequences of tomorrow?
You want to know why?
Before anyone ever told you, we were trained, brainwashed you might say, at a early age to do these things. As a child do you get to make your own choices? No. Even as an adult you still can't make your own choices without someone telling you "No, don't do that" or "No, that's wrong". What ever happened to a little something called free-will? We're deprived of so much stuff in life that it's overwhelming if you stop to think about it. Life is over-rated, and so is the world that we live in, but yet anyone has done nothing to change the fact.
I remember back when, when mankind actually had a choice, had a voice in this country, and this was country was "The Land Of The Free". Now today I ask myself, what exactly is freedom compared to what it was back about ten years ago. Where has the freedom in land of the free gone? America is ruined and is turning into hell. Everyone knows this, no magic wand or someone stating "Change" is going to change this country. We've been far gone.

Now I ask you this America, what exactly do you think free will is compared to your own personal freedom?

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