The Deminish of Another Year

Breathing on the inside,
Dying on the outside,
Fainted wind blows,
As another year passes.

Darkened skies and full moons,
Light up a withered man and his desk;
Turning the page of yet another chapter.
To what fortune does the downfall hold.

No Fking Jesus

Jesus Christ, why don't you come save my life, now,
Open my eyes, blind me with your light.

If you want to get your soul to heaven,
Trust in me, now don't you judge or question.

You are broken now, but faith can heal you,
Just do everything I tell you to do.

Deaf and blind and dumb and born to follow,
Let me lay my holy hand; a hand upon you.

Jesus Christ and Mother Mary,
Take my name and yell in vein.

I'm no f*cking Jesus, and
Jesus wasn't there.

Deceived

Outside of me, I look different,
yet in a sense I am the same.
Inside me I am confused,
and full of shame.
Outside of me, I am fearless,
bold and Conquering,
Inside of me, I am lost,
and steady wandering.
Outside of me, I attack those,
that try to deceive me.
Inside of me, I want love,
peace and harmony.
Outside of me, nothing matters, but
Inside of me,
My heart often shatters.
Outside of me, I am searching for something. but
Inside of me, I already possess it.

Lonely Days

A Lonely day
Its not mines
Its the greatest day of my life
But today it is not.

More lonely days
Much to come by
Days in the lonely time
Tonight is the lonely night

Tonight is the lonely day of my life
Where I lied in the lonely bed
The star I watch was lonely in the night skies
Some day the star won't be lonely

The morning breeze
The lonely morning breeze rises up
The day is the lonely day of my life
These days I can make it happen
Today is the lonely day

A lonely day
Its not mines
Its the greatest day of my life
But today it is not.